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recently i have promoted as a supervisor in a cafe,whereby a lotz of things i have to learn n do n manage,yet i m still a quite childish boy where i like 2 play n play n play….,but now i have 2 learn 2 be mature,learn 2 be a leader,learn 2 grow up,but still my heart is so curious,i have tried my best,yup!!! i have learn a lotz..learn 2 be passion,learn bout human resourses,learn bout computers,n paper works,but i think i have lost myself, i have lost a friendly me,i have lost a few frens, yet i think i m right,i m doing the rite things,i scold them bcoz i want them to learn,i want them 2 change….,i want a better future 4 them,but it seems like no 1 understand wat i m doin now, i look like a monster 2 them, they hate me,they boycot me ,they dun like 2 talk 2 me,they act in front of me, i hate tat!!!! but its my responsible to do the best 4 my job…,its my responsible 2 train them to be better,but when i scold them bcoz of their fault,they gave me back sum reli irritating words,which hurt me so bad,especially him,he change too much recently,we use 2 be a best frenz last time,but now he dun like me,he dun talk much 2 me nowdays,our frenships have gone,evything have change,how can i manage 2 balance between responsible on my job n frenships? i have choose my job,but am i bad or good now???????