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“every story have its own ending , either a happy ending or a sad ending…., from the beginning i really thought our story would have a happy ending or maybe at least an ending that me smile,i never ever thought of having this kind of ending,an ending that make me cry the most , my heart pain the most …..”

the story of mine is a story of sacrification , a story where a naive boy being treated as a fool by his best friend , a friend he love & care the most …..from the beginning i really thought the relationship between best friend is something without any limitations nor calculation, as long as i see you happy , as long as i see u smile …i will do anything even sometimes i’ve to sacrifice my own happiness , wealth , times & everythings , but i always told myself that its worth it , as long as i think it help you , it make you happy ….but today when it comes to the end , you told me that friend is not like the way i treat you , its somethings that we need to count , need to calculate . you even told that humans is selfish… from that moment you told me that i know there is nothing can be discuss anymore , there is nothing to be say anymore, sometimes i really don’t know the real power of some singles words that can even make me cry & make mt heart pain so much , that words not only make me cry & pain but it also have kill our friendship where its brings not only dissapointed but also the death of my heart …i cry , cry & cried like a crazy guys , i shout like an insane guy as i also slap myself for few times to make sure myself wake up , to make sure i end the story even i know its not an ending i want …., but i will make sure i will have a better life from today onwards because my pass is too terribble for me to remember …i really hope you too can have a happier life after i leave , even i know there won’t be friendship between us but still i wish u all the best , take care always ….i will be always love you but from far away